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My story is very long and I honestly doubt I can remember everything I should tell you. I will try to make this short and if I leave out something or can help you in any way please email me. I was a NutraSweet user for 12 years. I can't remember exactly when my troubles started. I have always had allergies and thought that was my problem. I can remember as far back as 5 years. I was playing softball and had to quit because of fatigue, dizziness. And vision. I started having all kinds of problems. I have been treated for early menopause--depression and mental (all in your head). I would have this I called the spell. About 4 times a year mostly in the winter I would get this flu like thing. The best way for me to explain it is -I felt like I had the worse case of flu- had taken an over-dose of Nyquil and then gone to work. After spending most of my life savings on doctors I went through this fed up stage. I didn't go back to the doctor for sometime. In the summer of 97 I hit rock bottom. I could not remember a simple thing like where I worked that day. My fingers went numb. It was hard to even sign my name. I got so mean and hateful I am surprised I even have a friend. The spell started happenings more often. I could not get out of bed. I would make myself go to work. That was the only time I was up, but I could not sleep. I would sleep about 20 minutes then be wide-awake. My body was so cold and it hurt to touch the mattress. In Jan. 98 I decided to try the doctors again. I knew something was wrong and something had to be done. If I didn't do something either this was gong to kill me or I was. I did not want to live like this any longer. I gave myself 3 months of really trying to figure this out - if I didn't know by then I was checking out. I went to a chiropractor. I did acupuncture. I did get some relief, but no answers. I started keeping notes. My symptoms would be different each day. I went for blood test. The day of my doctors app. to find out my blood work I took along a 6-page report of all my notes. It took me 3 days to get in order because I could not write or remember how to spell the simplest words. My blood work came back good. My doctor agreed something was wrong so she put me on paxil. I was to report back to her in 6 weeks. Let me tell you I had enough going on without adding the side affects of paxil. My friend helped me do research on all kind of illnesses. We narrowed it down to me having most of the symptoms of chronic fatigue syndrome. At the time I did not have access to the Internet and some friends copied info about CFS and sent it to me. Going through the papers I noticed alot of cases CFS were mis-diagnosed. I started reading all these terrible stories that people had with NutraSweet. From that moment I have not had one bit of that poison. Within days my vision had improved. The joint and muscle pain eased up. My 24-hour headache was gone. Within 2 weeks I noticed a lot of improvements. I decided to go off the paxil because I needed to see if it was the no NutraSweet or the paxil that was making me better. I spent all my free time on the Internet gathering as much info as possible. I copied everything I could and when I returned to all my doctors I gave them copies. I was surprised to learn that not a one of them had heard of this. Well, they no longer use the stuff and are telling all their patients about it.. They now have the proof. They watched me slip into a walking corpse and come out of it like Kramer. After 8 months I sill have a bad memory day ever once in awhile. My joint pain eased up to a flare and Is pretty much gone have yet to gain full control of the writing thing, but I practice writing everyday just like we did in school. I have not had a headache in gosh, don't remember when. My responsibility now is to educate people. April 12, 1999 I am now 1 year Aspartame free..I don't know for sure, but I think I still have a bad day from time to time. But then again anytime I feel bad I blame it on Aspartame no matter what has caused it |